tatta hitotsu no koi starring kamenashi kazuya and ayase haruka as the main leads.
a love story btw this guy whose father committed suicide to repay loans with the insurance money and who has a mother and a sick brother to take care of
and this girl who had leukemia transplant and is recovering and who is the daughter of the boss of the Star Jewellery shop.
the girl is very direct and honest in telling others her feelings while the guy, though doesn't show much emotions initially, eventually began to express his love for her through many incidents (eg. indulging her child-like nature by doing silly things with her).
it took me more than a mth to finish this show, not bcos it's very long (only 10 eps)
but bcos i dun rly like the start of the drama, like the girl was super childish and spoiled while the guy was very jaded.. it din even feel like they were gna fall in love in any way.. so i stopped watching for awhile.
but when they started to go out tgt, at the festival, i felt tt thr was a change,
like this love btw them is starting to change each other's char.
the girl is stl childish but she began to think more of the big pic, like how she needed to convince her parents b4 they can progress any further.
the guy is no longer so bitter with life, and began to enjoy the moments they spent tgt (:
things happened along the way and cos of their young age, there was nth much they can do but to come to the eventual end.. T.T
miscommunication btw them caused the guy to think tt the girl had forgotten abt him.
their meeting 3 yrs ltr deepened tt misunderstanding.
but eventually, things cleared up and they both realised tt they stl love each other after all these yrs and so,
they decided to try again (:

it's a touching story abt how they overcome the odds of their very very different backgrounds to be tgt, how their lies hurt their family members and how they lied to each other to prevent the other from hurting.
i esp love the parts the girl will suggest sth silly to do and the guy just goes along with her wishes and he enjoyed doing it in the end too (:
it's a really heart-wrenching story where they had to break up due to their differences tt they had no control over, esp when the girl was sick and the daughter of a big company.
i cried quite a lot, but one good thing abt this drama is tt, no one dies and these 2, tgt with their 3 frens, remained as great frens through the yrs (:
so, go watch it!
there's not much spoiler in here, just tt ya.. eventually, they do break up :P
butbut, once you start watching till the parts where they fell in love, you rly cn't stop watching alr (:
now's the hols, so why not go try watching? :D

ENJOY~~~

omgomgzomgzomgzomgz..
RAHH!!
all the camps tt i wanna go for CLASH!!!
):
like CAC (with mar they all), SPMS (sch camp), and NYS (stargazing!!!)
ALL FALL ON THE SAME WEEK!!! )):
SIAN DIAO.
now i'm in a dilemma as to which to go for..
and i just received a msg from ly, tt we're cancelling/postponing chalet!!!
O.O
:o:o
WHY?!?!?!

wah sian,
ytd was the worst day ever..
had flu from morning onwards,
then went ndp trng, had to wear mask ):
trng was ok, but i was super hungry at the end of it!
then ate lunch at the makan place.
gong bao ji ding with rice!
it's NICE! as in big portions, but quite salty and not spicy enough though..
then went bugis to find mar and aman.
wanted to buy STH,
but like got nth to buy.. mar/aman dn wanna share t-shirts!
):
so in the end din buy anything.
i think i was feeling quite sick by then, like my nose kept itching
but i try to contain the sneeze by swallowing,
then in the end, i bought a drink to quench my thirst..
-.-
then went to JCS to get cert but it's not here yet!!
):
waste my efforts walking thr..
went my ahma hse aft tt,
by then, my nose was alr stuffed and red..
then at my ahma hse, i can't sneeze!
cos i scared they say i got h1n1 or sth..
and got a kid thr, better nt infect her..
then btt i reached home, i'm dead..
hahah
super tired i mean.
saw the ntu package for camps.
interested in the union camp and the science and engr thingy
seems like ttj is very on abt the cac camp
while mar is on abt the union camp.
lynn and i are for anything(:
lol wonder when's cbc camp though, IF thr's such a camp..

ate medicine and slpt and got better alr!!
though still am flu-ish..
better nt let gladys noe tt!

just finished reading fruit basket manga.
though i thought tt the ending dragged abit too long,
but i guess it's necessary cos they need to end off nicely, accounting the past and future.
it's a damn nice story!
touching and the twists are all shocking.
one thing i dn like abt it is tt it's sometimes too cheem,
like they'll try to relate one event to another, when both seems to be quite unrelated.
then i'll feel confused and dn rly get wad they're trying to say.
then the speech bubbles.. sometimes cannot see the little pointy thing and so i won't noe who's speaking, i'll hv to guess...
but towards the back, i'm finally understanding everything (:
it's a very well-written manga, and well-drawn too!
so go read it!
it may seem long, but you'll be so engrossed tt you wont notice until you've reached the last chapter!
xD
i'm gna stop reading manga liao..
go watch shows!! :D

gg for tw's ns sn ltr.. it's FORMAL.
but he said dn nd to makeup so HEH xD

omgomg!
i just bought 2 tops, for $18 from pasar malam!
the qlty of cos not very good, but i love the colour and the design!!
haha then i walked past this shop in hougang mall,
and i saw this white pc tt's somewhat like the ones i bought!
ahha btw, i've turned into mrs tian,
i bought the 2 tops in 2 diff colours! same design! xPP
lol was watching BOF on dvd ytd,
the qlty of the show is quite bad and
the qlty of the subbing is so so er,
that it seems like there's only one guy subbing for ALL the guy roles!!!
and they are totally emotionless..
if nt for the fact tt my mum wanna watch with the sub,
i won't even watch it!

lalala~
let's go seoul garden at chalet!!
thr's a new one at downtown east!! xD

rahh.. i think i'm not a very sociable person.
very very not one.
i think i can get along well with others in smaller groups like in pairs or threes.
but then when it starts to get bigger,
i tend to just fade into the bg and listen to the talking instead of doing it.
tt's the feeling i get working here..
maybe it's cos i'm nt part of RU then none of the other girls are working with me directly.
and i bring lunch to work almost everyday now.
partly to save money, partly cos i sense this sort of thing happening..
rahh.
escapism? lol not tt serious ba.
i dun like making small talk, which sort of makes me a loner,
but i hate being alone too..
if only pple can feel close to each other without having to make polite talk ):
tt's y i'll forever cherish my sec and jc frens!!
4C/SNGS+6F/sisterhood!!!
with whom i'll nvr feel alone!! ((x
it feels good being able to express my feelings here (:

supposed to go shopping with ttj and wc and ly tml!
butbut! got tuition..
and today and fri oso no time to change tuition day..
so )): i'm missing the shopping T.T
sigh~ hope they'll go back thr soon~~

blogging abt sat, sun and mon!

sat went for NDP trng,
when i laughed damn hard abt tt same accident tt guy demo b4 in chingay -.-
hahaha it wasn't as funny as chingay's but i totally rmb chingay then i bao-ed :P
aft training, went for lunch with ttj and mar!
subway ROX~~~
and then went to the PC show.
saw some v good deals like the processor's not bad and the ram and hdd oso quite good but costs below 1k.
but those are like some ulu brands then i dn really trust them :P
if not, they're quite heavy i think.
i like the fujitsu l1010!!! :D:D
pink/purple are my faves xD
but i decided not to buy cos can buy from nyp where it costs like 500 cheaper!! :o
hhaha :P

sun went out with sisters!!
as usual, jd's lwr, late without reason LOL
adeline's the earliest,
and tw's lwr too, but with reason :P
i was... slightly late :D
went american breeks' for lunch cos i've got the zingrill card..
then tt PIG of a homo sapien.
PEEEEEEEEGGGGGGGG
ordered garlic bread, buffalo wings, fries, a drink and lasagne -.-
and cos he ordered first, his came earlier!!
lol we took photos of his piggyness!





+wadever the rest of us ordered...
tt's why i'm BROKE now!!
))):
T.T
and still hvn paid for chalet/hostel )):

mon. if i was broke, now i'm a broker! haha
went cable skiing for the first time tgt with the other TCs.
it was fun, i was glad tt i only played for 2hrs, from which i got muscle aches alr!
i wondered how the other girls fared :P
heh and i put LOADS of sunblock, so basically i'm only slightly darker than b4 (:
and my face is stl as pimplish and red as b4 lol
i think i was one of the few who din turn red at all..
dno to be happy anot..
din eat lunch till 4+pm when we eat our dunch/linner
omgomg wahahahahha!!
this reminded me of sth shuyuan said b4!
he asked if breakfast + lunch = brunch,
then wad's lunch + dinner?
dunch or linner?
WAHAHAHAH i rmb thinking it was damn funny! hahah!
he said it in a totally sane and curious tone LOL.
then went for movie at VIVO! lol of all the movies i've watched at vivo,
i can safely say, this is the worst movie..
i literally paid to get myself hoarse and scared -.-
'drag me to hell'
rahh... luckily i din sit at the corners, i sure will get even more freaked out!
daphne's brave!! XD
haha gz wanted to sit next to daph so he went in to sit first
while the other guys tried manipulating daph to sit next to him.
but but! they forgot tt daph had like 3 bodyguards surrounding her!
hahaha so in the end, she ended up on the side opp gz cos i said i dun wanna sit at the sides :P
lol the movie was so sudden, thr was once tt i was so shocked, i pushed my specs onto my face in a rush to cover my eyes!
ji maluating!! :P
had much fun all in all, but was super tired and somehow aching btt i reached home.

today work as usual: slack + mindless work.
i think i'll go brain dead btt i end work here..
save me!! *drowns in boredom*
watched joongbo's last ep today (:
the only constructive thing i did whole day (:

omgomg!!
i was checking sth for my colleague, some expenditure thingy,
and guess wad i saw?
invoice date: 23.02.09 and the payment date: 25.03.09
!!!
tt's kame's and my bdaes!! WOOHOO!!
<33!!
haha!
tt's quite rare for our bdaes to appear alongside for the same expenditure! :D:D
haha so coincidental~ we're fated~~~ (:

am at office right now,
wanna blog abt last fri and sat (:
and sun too.
last fri, b4 gg to timbre, went level 5 to sing 'you ni zhen hao' by fan weiqi and rainie yang with caining!
haha we realised tt every fri, there'll be a group of pple singing kbox thr heh heh next time may just get a perm staff to book a kbox room for usxP
went timbre aft tt,
ordered like 4 pizzas, chicken wings, FRIES!!!, stuffed mushrooms, beef kebabs, ...
forgot wad else liao, but i rmb we ordered damn alot. haha
and drinks!
got charlie and the choc fac?, sex on the beach (sweet and nice!), illusion, strawberry margarita (love it!) and mine's pirates of the caribbean which is not bad, can taste teh liquor but tolerable (:
the guys all ordered beers and the similar~
then they decided we shld order like whiskey by the bottle O.o
40% alc, called jack daniel's i think.
it tasted horrible but when mixed with coke, it's better.
then in order to finish the whole bottle, we played 007-bang!-ahh~ haha
then losers will have to drink, heng they din specify how much to drinkxP
then we also requested several songs from the liveband which was damn good!! <33 tt guy's voice!! (he's nt even the lead singer!)
'wont go home without you'.'love hurts'... forgot again if got other songs.
lol dno if it's the alc or my tiredness tt caused me to be forgetful.
went home LATE, actly not rly, reached home at 11+, 12 lidat.
btt i slpt, it's alr 1++ ZZzz..

SAT!
NDP first meeting/training
i'm in R1! red sector!! VIP sector!! woohoo~~
played the squirrel/hunter game again, forfeit was exactly the same as last time chingay lol.
then some random games and then went for sector/group icebreaking.
lunch was subway!
not tt they bought subway for us, but tt they HAVE subway in the makan place!
hahah and the place is rly called makan place, i'm not like lynn, i dn say makan :P
aft lunch, went back for more games, this time games tt require thinking haaha.
and got like reflections at the end of every game.
i wonder how pple can always make links btw seemingly unrelated stuff, like drawing lessons to be learnt from games O.o
we totally needed the game masters to guide us to get the point they want us to get.
lol. i totally wouldn't hv seen the link to ndp if they nvr emphasize on it.
then was super super tired btt we went home,
sat on 74 with cn all the way till home and talked/gossiped with her! wahahahah!
lynn and ttj went off early cos of 'dental'
hahahah lol.
hope pq did well! <-- no link

sun!
woke up at 11 and realised tt it's raining and my clothes are still hanging outside cos thr's no one else in the house to bring them in when i was slping ):
on the TV and saw this show, tt doesn't seem THAT old, tt featured bruce lee.
i was like O.O
are you sure tt's him?!
he LOOKS like him and i was expecting like a super duper old film.
and apparently, he acted as himself in the show, sort of like an autobiography in film.
it was ok interesting but i decided i wanna make an apple cake tt i saw a loong time ago and it doesn't require baking! :D
so i went abt shopping for ingredients, but first i went online to check out what the diff names of the ingredients mean :P
went NTUC and saw almost everything i needed, then went redman to find more (:
as well as cheaper unsalted butter (:
everything cost ard $20 and i agar-agar all the way through, so dno if it'll taste nice :P
the portions are definitely smaller, yet i added the same amt of sugar and ground almond:P
oh yeah! i was wondering wad's ground almond like almonds tt grow in the ground?
heck i dn even noe where do almonds grow! :P
then i was looking online, and at the images to see this powder-like substance.
THEN i realised tt ground almonds are almonds tt are grounded -.-
rahh.
the most tiring parts of making the cake was peeling and coring the apples ):
and making breadcrumbs out of bread ):
rahh.. luckily, though the apples 'aged' while i was coring, it din show once it's cooked :P
so it still looks fresh!
wahahhaha
i think next time i need alot more bread, cos it's like the base and the crunchy parts! and i like those parts, though i hvn tried it yet.
shall try when i go home!! :D

shacks gtg back to work liao, adios~

just watched the 4 fac dances for this yr..
RAHH
other than athena's which i totally couldn't recognise any dance moves from last time,
all the rest COPIED.
lalala
and the artemis' last part has been tt clap-kick, kick, wave, wave thing for THREE YEARS RUNNING!!
RAHH
and before it reached tt part, i was like thinking if they reuse tt, i'm gna shout!
lol but i din of cos, i watched at work leh :P
heard tt apollo won this yr, i think i was thr, but i din noe the results i think..
i noe why they won, cos ares removed the parts where they had the 'woah woah woah woah!' then not enough ji shi!
while apollo added alot of shouting inside.
aiya, the dance comp is no longer a plain dance comp liao lo,
have to shout to make yourself sound bigger than you rly are lol.

20th JULY!
go shopping for hostel stuff!!! :D:D

AHHH!!! today is the first day of JAP LANG EXAMS!!!!
i'm quite nervous abt it.. :P
read through everything twice ytd, once b4 tuition, once aft dinner.
dun feel tt prepared but hopefully wadever i've learned in the past half yr
would help me get through this (:
hope my bro do well in his test too!
blogging this at work haha, shall hv more of these kinds of short posts to entertain myself at work :P

NTU HERE I COME!!!
YES i've finally decided where i want to go.
which is where i've decided to go ages ago,
but was swayed several times along the way:P
but yay!!
all of us, me,ly,aman,siak,ttj,mar,lynn,ning and and more whom i dno yet
are all coming to ntu!!!
HOPEFULLY we get to stay in the same hall! haha if we choose aircon halls,
which are 3 and 16,
which are just next to each other,
we can visit each other often!!
:D:D:D it's like camping for a yr!! lol
i'd LOVE gg grocery shopping!! haha
i think i'm being a lil unrealistic and idealistic here:P
but who cares?
yr 1 is for slacking and playing!
i missed doing tt in J1 so i'm gna make up for it now!
:D:D

rental fees for double rooms(per pax/per mth): 155(non-aircon)
200(aircon)
no electrical/water charges!! :D
and aircon is charged according to usage.
dn mind aircon (: see if ly wants:D
and another plus point: halls 3, 8 to 16
are all halls pinpointed to accommodate athletes for YOG!!
:D:D:D:D:D!! me pedophile xDD
wahahhaha if any of us stays in hall 7, it's quite sad cos it's damn far away from the YOG halls..
:P
so let's all stay in aircon halls to prevent tt from happening!
one minus point: the YOG halls are relatively far away from SPMS as compared to hall 7 ):
hmm did quite alot of research and tt's it for now!
back to wgm!

)): just finished watching wgm ep 28 ):
AnSol cpl broke up!!
T.T they're my fave lo! sigh~~
i think in wgm, all the cpls are super in tune with each other,
either the producer is damn good at reading pple and matching them,
or they rly influence each other to be more and more like the other half (:
tt's a good thing abt being married i guess,
you learn to tolerate and correct bad habits and embrace good ones by behaving likewise!
i rly got tt feeling aft watching the last parts of the interviews.
hj was totally spot-on in his prediction of hb's answer, even the way she said it!
and this cpl like everyone noes for sure tt they'll cont on (: so sweet!
then AnSol cpl ):
when andy said i'm sry, i was super shocked diao!
then i was thinking it'll be super paiseh if solbi says i <3 you..
but, she said i'm sry too.
and both gave the same reasons of wanting to keep these sweet memories and to keep in touch.. as frens..
i think they were rly influenced by the idea of marr and rly hv some deep feelings for each other,
so they were afraid of gg on further.
andy even said tt he's afraid tt he'll fall even more deeply such tt he can't film anymore if they cont.. ):
there's rly sth deep thr.
AlSin cpl, both also gave similar reasons for their answers, tt there are stl things tt they wanna do tgt (:
i think it's damn sweet and somewhat rare tt you can find someone who shares similar thoughts to yourself (:
then finally and Ant cpl.
lol the guy DUH said yes!
then the girl as usual, gave a lil suspense, but i predicted tt she'll say yes too.
if the guy nvr did tt pond thing, he sure GG hahaha..
but tt pond thing was ingenious! so romaaaannticc!! :D
lol

shit hv to get back to studying jap le.
ciaos~~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel DAMN LONELY in office these days!!! )):
cos gz and i are sitting at these 2 desks tt are FAAAAARR away from the rest..
then HE WENT FOR ON-CAMPUS FOR 3 DAYS.
leaving me here.. but then i can watch vids and slack w/o worries!
scared he bu shuang tt i slack while he work mah~~
sigh~~
nvm, today last day of on-campus (:

JULY CHALET!!!!!!!
I SUGGEST WE GO CLUBBING/PUBBING ONE OF THE CHALET DAYS!
:D:D:D
haha just wanna experience once at least b4 gg to unixP
feel quite excited now:D

should i go work for free for experience? hmm at lynn's workplace now..
but 2 weeks free labour abit too much and i've gta consider my transport fees too!
sigh~~ shall get lynn to ask if the jab is free haha, if free, i consider, if not, DAO.
:P:P

just got this super GOOOD tuition job on mon, started ytd!
she lives like 5-10min's walk from my hse and the pay's gooooooood!!!
J1 math somemore, my best subject:D
hahah but gta pay the agency 40% this mth.

HAVING JAPANESE LANGUAGE EXAMS IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS.
NEED. TO. PIA.

AHHH i miss school.
i was watching wgm in one window and logged onto fb in another window.
aft watching wgm, i closed tt window and saw my dp on fb.
the one where sisters took aft grad night at KAP.
THEN i suddenly miss school. alot.
)):
part of the reason is probly cos i'm feeling abit down now.
cos i just witnessed one of the newer perm staff whom i'm closer to
got 'bullied' by another older one.
bullied as in in my opinion ba.
then i saw how she quietly tolerated it,
i felt pissed off for her.. ):
like can't the older person like be more patient towards someone who's still learning?
i'm sure she was once in her position so all the more she shld understand!
)):
i hope next time this won't happen at my workplace and tt i'll nvr become a person like that.
think i'll emo for the rest of the day
shall go and buy choc to eat to cheer myself up (:

yayee!!
took out my braces today!!
look abit funny now..
like my upper lips struggle to close haahah
and when i smile, it looks like i'm stretching my upper lips too much.
LOL
somehow reminds me of ttj when she first took off :P
gna collect my retainers next week!
my METAL retainers!!
:D:D

went for ndp interview today..
quite screwed la..
like when they ask to tell them abt myself,
i totally din prep :P
cos like i can't promote myself and for the past 2 ints tt i went for,
i preped and they din ask!!
i was )):
then now they suddenly asked and i struggled with the question ):
ya but heng i had experience with ushering b4 so i stl got to 'show' myself abit more by explaining my experiences..
hmm dn think i'll get to be VIP usher but general usher is good enuff!
cn smsed me aft the int and i told her like the qns they ask and how they expect you to answer.
so maybe, hmm, she'll get to be VIP usher!!
aiya, she's better with words than i am so she'd do a better job!
:D all for SINGAPORE!! hahahaha~~

bought a dress at bugis st ytd and it's totally fitting like it's stretchable material and it STICKS to my back..
quite uncomfortable and it's short,
nd to wear with tights.
and and )): it makes my butt look BIG.
like seriously WIDE )):
ji sad..
haha but i'm so gna buy tt 50 bucks dress aft seeing how i look in this dress :P
tt one is so much nicer and comfortable!!
shall drag someone to go with me tml! but transport fees )):
SIAN.
haha but DAO!
:D:D

wah i'm surprised at my colleagues' niceness!
when gz told them tt he's taking thur off to celeb his bdae,
they actly suggested buying him a prezzie cos since it's 21st bdae (:
so grace and i were tasked to do it ytd.
went vivo and bought 2 levi's shirts,
one black one white lol.
on the way, grace treated me to toastbox! which i honestly told her i nvr tried b4~~
haha..
we were walking ard and grace started looking at the wallets like she wanna buy.
haha we were laughing her how choosy she is with wallets and tt she shld just design her own.
THEN i reminded her of gz's prez. she totally forgot abt it! LOL
haha then actly i wanted to take a look at my dress, the 50bucks one, but decided nt to since we're only shopping on the first floor, too mafan to go 2nd flr esp when it's on the other end and you hv to rao yi da quan..

then today, jf suggested treating him to lunch!!
:o
i'm totally shocked la.. they're rather generous haha
it'll be the first time we're eating tgt as a unit lol.

this morning i received an sms from jd.
like how long nvr talk to him liao.
tw, sigh~ i think it was tt sisters' trip ages ago..
and i just pangsehed adeline this sat cos i've got dental which i FORGOT!
):
argh.. i actly miss school ):
even the lessons, though not GP or econs:P
i just wanna slack ard in fishtank/cb/lib/canteen/anywhere with clsmates ):
miss tt ):
miss tkd too)):
sigh~~ stl miss J1 the fishtank sofa the most )):
tt's where our cls bonded lo, like we like to gather there, for lack of another place to go:P
then we play polar bear,
and we always kill of ashley and jd first!
for some reason.. :P:P
hahaha
so fun those days~~
hopefully uni can be as fun, if not more (:
mar told me the other day, she is excited abt uni life.
and lynn told me on monday, she's not so excited abt it cos she wanted to slack at home..
sigh~
i think i'd prefer it if i hv frens in my classes/uni whom i cn eat lunch with everyday!
)): hate to hv to eat lunch out alone ):
will feel super lonely and abandoned T.T
and i'm dao! no one will be my fren T.T
haha emo-ing away~~

oh i just bought choco bread!
shall go eat it to cheer myself up! :D

started watching tatta hitotsu no koi ytd night.
and it's DAMN nice!
haha partly cos kame's in it and partly cos the story is rly sweet.
last time i watched the first epi during break at work and i thought it was abit boring and there was sth wrong with the link so i din cont watching.
but i was reminded of it since last week's kbox (bokura no machi de!)
tt's why i watched it again.
the subtitle is not tt good, sometimes i dn rly get wad they're trying to say
but it's only a small part,
mostly, it's good (:

the story's abt this guy, hiroto, who led a poor and hard life.
his father passed away and left him, his mum and bro with this ship repair factory.
his mum is nt dependable and his bro's young and sick, so it's all on him to keep the factory and the family going.
then he met this girl, nao, who's rich, pampered and totally honest.
the girl likes him and was willing to wait for him even though it seemed like though he wasn't gg to show up/call her.
i thought it was rly stoopid of her, like liking the guy so much when you dn even noe if he likes you back.
the guy cared too much abt the diff in their backgrds and initially, he pushed her away, rejecting her.
the girl was expectedly heartbroken.. ):
but then they had 3 very good frens, who tricked them time and again to help them get tgt (:
so ya, i watched till the point where hiroto and nao got tgt (:

this drama shows the sweetness of first love and 'one love' and if you're nt for this kind of mushy stuff, DUN watch it.
haha dn say i nvr warn you, it's touching and i think if you ever liked someone before, you'd probly empathise with the girl or like me, think that she's totally baka! hahah
so go watch it if you wanna get a feel of wad a pure love is, but tt's probly only up till ep 3 haha,
nd to hv climax build-up mah.. :P
lala~~ go back to watching!!!

AAHHH!!! saw this dress at vivo!
thought it's nice but ttj says too little cloth ):
and it's 50bucks!!! ):
i told mar tt if i keep thinking abt it,
i'll go buy like this weekend or sth :P

and i bought a blazer-like jacket for only 20 bucks!!!
aahahah
tt's a steal!
:D

wlao the guys in my unit both hurt their feet in a bball game
and so i'm the only one here today ):
BORING!!
argh..
nvm, i can slack more in a way :P:P

going kbox this sun!!
YAY!!
and shopping tml!!!
WOOHOO!!
lol may nt even buy anything..
but i'm sure buying bdae prez for wei (:
and i wanna buy dresses too!
HEH and ttj and peiqi are planning to wear dresses tml..
i dn hv any, so i can only wear skirt (:
hoping to buy new shoes like heels too (:
yayayee so many stuff to buy!!
hopefully there got sale..
and maybe can go watch movie too!!
17 again!!
hahaha
so fun!

today ji slack!
like early morning till aftnn i only did this feedback form data entry.
then all the while i was fb-ing all the way :P
too bad no flash player here, or else can play spot the diff too!
hahah
i can only do this cos the unit had an event in the morning and
now they have ANOTHER event :P
tt involves all perm and no temp :D
and they ordered lotsa food which i get to bring home.
lol i sound like i WANT the food..
:P not rly cos i'm on a diet!!
hahahaah
:P
shall leave slightly earlier today to go running (:

got interview for NUS GEP Scholarship next fri..
my bro's bdae! (:

i've been watching nodame which reminds me of snsb days.
alot. and i miss them!!!!!! ):
just went to snsb online journal to look,
saw a photo of my 2 blue badge jnrs receiving awards, DAMN proud of them =')
read some of their most recent posts,
feel a lil disappointed in them for their un-called for behaviour and for humuliating and disappointing ms sia..
but still feel proud of them for achieving wad we and ms sia had been striving so hard for.
ms sia's hard work, perseverance and faith in us for the past 8(?)yrs have finally paid off! (:

all of a sudden, i feel a sense of loss like, i'm glad i was once in snsb, but i noe tt i can nvr go back to those days, neither can i play the horn again..
even aft i remove my braces..
)':
just feel overwhelmed with sadness and loneliness like everyone else who was in band are all still in touch with it, in one way or another ):
i wish i had the talent for it.
i was lucky once, it was alr a miracle,
and i'm grateful for tt exp (:
just wished it had lasted longer..
tt bond tt was formed among us girls
tt's v v hard to find elsewhere ):
i'm quite fortunate alr (x

tkd's great too, but somehow, mayb cos we keep to ourselves more,
the bond is nt as strong.
haah mayb it's the mixed gender thing tt made it diff for us to bond any closer :/
even so, i won't forget tkd days too!
com training and PTs and grading (:
sparring X.X
haha i'll forever rmb the guy who kicked me in the mouth and nvr even apologise :P
and the snr who pushed me down on my first try of sparring (hence resulting in my eternal fear of sparring)
i've got a long memory
though i may not look like i do :P
just ask ttj, those occasions when i said it's ok, but i turned ard and went -.-
hahahah those reactions seem funny now xD

gta slp early, tml gg to chen pao!
xDD

forgot to blog tt i SAW ESTHER CHIN AT DUNMAN HIGH YTD.
i was like OMG!!! O.o
she looks totally the same, always SMILING.
only her hair changed, became more afro-like?
lol

been trying to find land use % in SG and all i can find is 2000 data -.-
can't even find from URA/SLA/any govt website!!
>=(
qi!!
aiyo sian.. gta finish up my ppt today so tt tml can rehearse alr.
)):
came up with a few lame ideas tt i'm so gna attack under feasibility hahah
i feel like i'm doing pw all over again!!!
:P

DELETED.
my emails from 20 over pages of FB/PW/lol stuff tt i sent to my own mail,
to <10 pages!!
and ZERO unread!
(cos i deleted those unreads from A Ho xP)

ADDED.
lots of contacts from MOE to FB and MSN!!
(x
suddenly feel much closer and more fun to work (x
though i still feel a lil redundant ):
well, they just extended this guy's work till next fri when it's supposed to be his last day today,
and he's SUPER slack.
with him ard, i feel less slack
but i feel bad for gz ):
he's super stressed up.. and tired.
i'll be sad if tt guy's gone, he's crappy enough to be nice to talk to!
hahah
and HE DOESN'T MIND 'NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU~~'
BY WONDER GIRLS O.o
he asked if i liked tt song then the image of ly singing and dancing floated into my mind...
he showed me the MV,
it's funny and lame haha..
and gt to do with me! sai!
xPP

hmm.. gna start preping for the presentation tml alr.
nd to slp early!!
naito~~

i just started watching this drama recommended by adeline,
NODAME CANTABILE
and it's DAMN NICE!!
omg all band/orchestra members should watch it!!
when i watch it, i could totally rmb SNSB days
and how ms sia scolded and joked and spent all those practice days with us!!
then when they performed,
oh my..
the days of our performances came back and i suddenly miss band alot!!!!
:(
i totally miss being up there with everyone else and just having fun playing..
when i see their performance, it's totally like those fun performances we had, like waving our instrus around and laughing with everyone!
balloon hat festival!!! (((:
haha those fun times we had..
:DD
i'm definitely gg back to sngs, aft i take out my braces!!
and try the horn again (:
haha or ask cn for a favour :P
i noe i'll suck but at least i'll be with the horn tt i like again (:
haha last time, i dun rmb ever liking it so much haha..
absence makes the heart fonder? :P
MAR GO AND WATCH NODAME CANTABILE.
:):D:):D

woohoo!! done!
interview for JTC ended like an hr ago (:
it was ok ba, nt TT great but at least i din talk so much crap,
preparation helps! xD
thanks to mar for tt qn (:
thanks to bro for the 'weakness' qn though it din come out (:
thanks to mar, ttj, lynn, bro, celine, aman, ly, and other peeps whom i may hv left out for wishing me good luck for this interview!!
xD

haha but i seriously talked crap when she asked abt if i noe wad JTC does.
i made a GRAVE mistake of saying i din noe much abt it till i've done some research.
and my 'research' is nt exactly substantial..
i go and talk abt RESIDENTIAL bldgs and she gave me the ?? look
hahah
and i go on and talk abt the main task of JTC is to develop the industrial landscape of SG (which is straight off their websitexPP)
and how it's responsible for attracting foreign companies through attractive industrial infrastructure.
haha hopefully shr doesn't rmb abt tt crap on residential bldgs.. :P

i was early for the interview and unlike spring, there wasn't any registration so i din get to see andrew (HAHA):/
there was like NOBODY there.. then i'm not authorised to go into any off the rooms.. -.-
so i waited and nearly wanted to call the ext of the chan guy who sent me the email.
then a lady led me to this room and threw a stack of the mags and strait times she was carrying on the table and left me there T.T
if nt for the ST, i'd've freaked myself out la,
like so scary!!
just when i was getting comfortable, the same lady led me to this other room with the interviewer inside -.-
but at least the person is nice (:
first qn: why did you sign up for this scholarship?
lol expected and i gave my 'preped' ans, that i wanna be exposed to the diff industries.
then she immediately clarified tt actly, there is hardly any rotation btw the stat boards then i was quite shocked.
she explained how you have to PROVE yourself before you're given a chance to rotate.
and tt's the recurring idea behind her speech haha.
la la heng it started with her talking more than i did haha then i can slowly 'warmup' xPP
yay so done and now back to work -.-
ahahah
tada~~

CONGRATS TO ST NICHOLAS SYMPHONIC BAND FOR ACHIEVING THE COVETED GOLD WITH HONOURS AWARD IN THE RECENT SYF COMPETITION!!!! xDDDD
hahah was ECSTATIC when i heard from mar abt the news!!
and PROUD too!! ahaha the leading batch was under my lead!! though only for drills..
but tt's for discipline k!
xPP

went for on campus whole day today!
so shiok la, dn nd to face the confined space of my work stationxP
i'm still confined, but the space is larger though aircon a lot weaker..
was planning to fall aslp a few times ( xDD ) but was much too busy to do anything more than closing my eyes to rest.
the food there is nt bad and is at student's price!!
wahahah aft eating at the canteen at staff price, i realise tt student's price is still the best!! :D
the curry is imba, nt too spicy nor too bland and watery xD
or mayb it's cos i was super hungry by then..
i totally gobbled up my food and even bought a waffle aft tt
though i din eat itxP
the career ctr there isn't v good,
no table of the 'right-height' for registration, no big tables for interviews
and the worse thing for the interviewers is tt the aircon is hot and stuffy!
and causes the room to stink ):
but outside it's WAY better! yay! haha

went for a run with cn today.
was thinking of gg to 5th flr but scared might be chased out by the perm staff,
so we detoured and ran to ACJC instead!!
hahah and to think i was just joking to ttj tt we were planning to run ard the building this aftnn, and we did!!
hahaha technically not ARD but AWAY from the building hahah.
FUN!! XDD
we went to bathe at 5th flr, and watched abit of TV!!
ba ba dang jia! looks like a nice show~~
heard mayday's songs coming out from the KTV room!!
seriously, the welfare there is imba good..
but i heard tt the maintenance fees come from the perm staff's pay tt's y they grumble when we 'kop' their facilities ):
share mah~~ :P

gna have interview with JTC this thurs,
hope it'll go smoothly though i'm nt really pinning too much hope here..
sian~~ feel so tired these days tt i think i'll talk rubbish tt day.
and it's at like 9am at JURONG.
so i'm gonna be a zombie for the interview and the whole day, having to wake up so early ):

gna thank these pple for posting bdae wishes on fb! ((:
adeline!
sinyee~~
yusiang, hh, gloria, Aho, chng min, huang rong, xiyu and lala~~
hahah thanks so much for the wishes!!
it wasn't a GREAT birthDAY itself but i feel <3ed and happy nonetheless!!
xDD

ytd Phantom of the Opera was shown on Channel 5!!!!
it's OMG NICE!!!!
i din watch the front parts cos i was bathing.
i rmb asking my dad wad's tt show,
he said,'like chinese opera, keep singing.'
LOL
then aft my bath, i heard the classic POTO tune and i was like :O
hahah
so i watched the entire thing and cried at the back.
like seriously random, sudden huge hiccups of tears pour out when christina was with the guy with the deformed face.
lol i watched for so long and only knew the girl's name :P

heh gta thank the peeps who wished me happy bdae ytd!!
in chrono order (shall be nice and not type their nicksxD):
CHERYL YONG
LINGYAN
LYNN
XINRU
ADELINE
TINGJUN
CAIYUN
CAINING
WEIWEI
AMANDA
and of cos, sharon, celine, bro, mum and dad (:
THANKS EVERYONE!! xDD

OMGOMG.
i went to check my hotmail just now and
there were like NINTY unread EMAILS?!
when i cleared to 20+ a few days ago?!?!
i opened my inbox.
guess wad?
TOH TING JUN spammed me with FACEBOOK STUFF.
ARGH!!!!!
but i'll have fun reading all the things she commented on.
and
I'M SO GNA SPAM HER BACK!!!!
WAHAHAHHAAHAHAH!!

ok should go check fb nowxDD

here are some random photos from my hp!!
the rest are on fb, go check 'em out!


sth i made for sisters for christmas!


random photo of ttj!


lynn in pink and with short hair!



omgz!! i've cleared it!! for once!!


heh heh i cheatedxP



a whole series of lynn escaping from my cam aft she just cut her hair!














a random photo of mar!


hahah marmar at tkd chalet-subway


lynn in sch u! i miss sch..


'SCREAM' by lynn gor!


totally BAO when i saw this while doing data entry,
'My girlfriend, the love of my life, Always takes keen interest in my well-being.'
xDD
wanted to say sth, but seems quite bad to say it here.
ask me next time! x)

finally submitted my scholarship app forms!
applied for SIA and FIREfly.
SIA is just trying my luck, dn think i'll actly get itxP
FIREfly is a good choice for scholarship cos of the many firms under itxP
phew...
slack for nowx)
shall go watch kami no shizuku!

went gym with cn aft work on tues.
it was fun, we tried all the equipment and din dare to touch those tt look confusing and fragile haha.
the workout wasn't of much use though, since we ate super oily noodles for dinner that night ):
we explored the TV room and watched abit of the Bryan Wong travel showxD
we were totally freezing aft our shower but overall, the experience was great and i can't wait to go back!!
maybe next week heh.
we'll need to pack healthier dinner ourselves and not buy from the canteen there ):

was painstakingly applying for scholarships.
nd to write like super long essays ranging from 300-500 words on nth much but your choice of courses ):
i hated tt for the SIA one cos HOW CAN CBC BE OF USE TO SIA?!?!
sigh~ but i still crapped my way through,
for all 3 courses, i've alr written like 300++ words,
shall cont tml when i'm less tired and more focused!

yayee! tml no work!
but may hv to wake up early to cont scholarship apps and to go kovan buy SUPER DUPER CHEAP (yasui) ARCHIE DOUBLE DIGEST!!!
i plan to read them at work when i've got nth to do and feel like slackingxPP
ESP since now i sit so far away from the rest of the unitxD
gz is almost as slack as me so HEH.
sian i should go home at like 7 everyday to chen ji earn more!
hmm on days when we're gg gym, i shall stay till late late! hahaahahxD
yay, tml gg to tw's hse to play mahj then to play pool at irc!
~~~ shall relax tml ~~~

ARGH. hv to move desk AGAIN.
JI SIAN
BUTBUT
they say we might be moving to somewhere far away from RMU.
which is HEH HEH to me!
can play like PC games eg spider, minesweeper hahah
though nt as fun as having internet connection,
but at least dn hv to play in FEAR.
lol
hopefully i get to sit near caining!!
hahah!
then sometimes i can help her too!
then maybe i can transfer unitxP
nt tt i dn like my unit, but i feel tt i dn belong there ):
it's just me la, like gz can rly blend in with them.
i feel quite stressful having nth to do,
i noe it's weird..
but trying to act busy is damn sian too!
(mar dn kill me!)
tt's why if things doesn't improve, i may seriously consider getting another job.
today joy asked,
you're not leaving work anytime soon?
then i totally get the feeling tt she's implying tt i'm nt needed..
maybe it's just pms-ing on my part but tt's the feeling i get ):
and cos gz gets to go out to events with them (they dn want me there ))): ),
i feel more excluded when they discuss stuff tt happened at the event.
then this monday they hv some perm staff lunch+movie
and grace asked if we're gg,
PLEASE they din even tell me abt it!
)):
tt's how sian i feel.
sian in my unit,
i feel tt the pple i can talk too are only grace and gz..
and both of them get along so well with the rest, i get emo and lonely hahahah
lolol
i shall think positive!
and try to find another job all the same..
:P
abit i just told cn tt i'd stay till the end with her!
hahaha feel like taking off next next wed ):
but i'm defly taking off next thurs!
gna tell them like my bro flying off somewhere for internship or sth hahaha
OH fake mc!!
:P:P
they damn shit one, cannot take off w/o reason ):
and it's nt like i've got stuff to do there!
cat will just use gladys to 'ya1 wo3'...
then our relations will be much worse..
):
i'm dao and unfrenly tt's why i'm in this situation...

TT GZ!
always fool ard and slack, though he does quite alot of coolie work,
then somehow i always feel like i'm doing less than him ):
argh dno how to say wad i'm feeling now..
but then he's such a fun person to be ard, i can see why the rest can be more open ard him.
I AM DAO!!!!

lol i'm reminded of my pri sch exp. like i used to sit in the canteen alone at the start of p5 when we changed cls.
then i dno WHY but i'm SUPER grateful tt xr,mt and hs came over to include me in their clique (:
seriously. i think if they din come over then, i'd be a loner now, much less be part of smugglers and sisters!
i'm SUPER SUPER GRATEFUL TO ALL OF YOU GUYS!
KNOW TT I DN MEAN TO BE DAO BUT I TEND TO GET QUITE EMO QUITE FREQUENTLY.
SO DUN LEAVE ME WHEN I'M FEELING TT WAY BUT STAY BY MY SIDE K?
I'LL FEEL MUCH BETTER IF YOU'D SMILE AT ME AND SUPPORT ME X)

btw, i think fb rly cheat pple.
like sometimes they send you this email saying someone added me as a fren,
then i go accept.
then a few days ltr, they send another email saying tt tt person CONFIRMED me as a fren -.-
WTH.
bt i stl add whoever added me hahahah, as long as got mutual frens.
i stl nvr add pple one, too lazy.
BUT THEN
today gz checked his msg and saw tt I ADDED HIM.
i was like ???
i totally DIN add.
but then i din receive any emails tt say tt he added me as a fren,
instead i received one tt said tt he confirmed me as a fren.
???
as though i rly got add him.. -.-
seriously. fb is ... stalkerish.
i shld just go remove all my photos ):
PROM photos.. hahah

today is results day!! (:
haha just from tt smile you can tell tt i'm ok with my results xD
went for breakfast with jd, ben and shuyuan this morning.
was the earliest -.-
i was nearly reaching alr when jd sms me tt he's stl at bkt batok area and there was traffic jam -.-
ate hotcakes with sausage meal! ji shuangXxx!!
then went sch where we almost immediately split up ):
with nowhere to go, i went com lab and found out tt we can't use our HC accs anymore ):
then jd came and we talked for awhile b4 heading out.
saw mr kwek! had quite a long and entertaining talk, mainly abt OCS and army stuff.
wl, mr kwek how old alr stl wanna compare with jd the SOC timing LOL
boys nvr grow up..
and they were like commenting how a woman's life goes downhill aft its peak at wedding day, I WONDER WHY..
and say what women cn't grow fat while men NATURALLY develop a pot belly aft age 40 -.-
not sexist only!!
tsk tsk
shoots i realise tt hwachong lingo is stl very much part of my speech,
i shld rly correct it :P
anw, walked ard and it got rly rly hot and sunny.
ate choc waffle and stupid me got choc on my pants ): white pants..
then went to wash it though stl got stain, nt so obvious now..
went HALL to listen to talk and results.
7 in 10 got A for chem and bio.
math and phy no mention at allO.o
100% pass in physics and sth, econs? i just now tt chem and math no which is.. scary.. since i was sort of depending on them for my As..
1 in 3 got A for GP.
and blah for the rest, dn rmb liaos.
i'm nt gna write my results here la, you wanna noe, get my number and i'll tell youxP
got surprisingly good results for phy and econs when i expected much worse :D
think i did well overall.
now just hv to think abt the courses i wanna take, biz and acc or chem and biochem?
if take B&A, sure go ntu. if take CBC, hmm i dno which sch's is better.
cn's gg for the ntu one though, so if i'm taking it in ntu, i sure got buddy! xD
hmm if i'm gg ntu, i gta get a buddy roommate soonxP
cn alr kop my lynn!! x((
hahahahah~~

aft results, lagged for a loooooooong time b4 deciding to go ps.
in the end it was only me, tw, adeline and lala. LOL
dn even noe how to name our outing, 3/4 sisters+lala? hahah
or 3/25 6F+lala xPP
anw, ate kfc, their FISH ZINGER IS SUPER DUPER IMBA DELICIOUS.
it doesn't even taste like fish and you noe it's definitely healthierxD
got the zinger taste haha.
and they got these lil snackets whch costs $2.90 but i think it's quite worth it cos there's fries+ either popcorn chckn/1 drum/dno how many winglets.
it's rly gd if you're nt tt hungry but stl feel like eating (:
i think i'll be addicted to the fish zinger ):
gta eat in moderation hahah.
watched Marley and me.
it's funny in the beginning, abit sian in the middle, with abit of frustration cos of the terror in marley and touching in the end.
could hear pple like sniffing some distance away haha.
i teared abit too
tw fell aslp-.- and got the cheek to ask me wad happened-.-
SAI. tsk tsk.
played arcade games which are fully sponsored by tw,
i feel quite bad, like he said he's only got $70 left till payday and i'm sure he'll b on a date tml
sigh~ and i stl owe him 4.50 for kfc ):
i'll pay him at the next sister outing!

and anyone noes when's tkd msia outing? cos i need to book with sisters too since both will most prob b during their block leave.
and shit i think my p6 cls hving outing then too )):
haha bt nt all will be successfully plannedxP

gg hc on sun to run/baddie and gg smu OH aft tt!
gna go kino then too, drag mar alongxP

wah ji tired now but dn feel like slping so early, at most tml wake up latexP
think won't hv tuition anw..

as promised, "I'll be with You" by KAT-TUN (:

sudden sense of insecurity and FEAR.
colleagues just wished me good luck for tml and i felt ya, fearful and insecure
)):
i realise tt i'm super scared over GP and ECONS )):
wonder how HC's 4As record's gna be like this yr..
sure get pulled down by us one ))):
ARGH!! SUPER SCARED!!!

oh ya having breakfast with jd tml at serene ctr, ben may b coming.
adeline shld b cmi and tw haven reply though both jd and i guess tt he'll be with sharon haha.
the other temps in RU cn only take half day off.
kelian de ta men..
having cls lunch aft tt and maybe gg to tw's hse/pool aft getting results (:
IF we stl have the mood for it ):
sigh~

monday coming back to office even though i'd've preferred to go for interviews.
got poly TIP registration i think..
)):
but at least i won't hv to leave early unlike if i go for interviews which are scheduled till 6 and will stretch till 7 haha.

ttj's TOTALLY crazy over YAMAPI
like OMG.
aft watching kurosagi or sth.
haha reminds me of myself aft watching Gokusen 2xP
KAME~~~
anw, i told her to listen to seishun amigo and memorise the lyrics so we can sing duet when gg to katong k!!
haha
and she's totally stuck on "I'll be with You"
by KAT-TUN!!
shall go embed the song ltr if got time HEHxP
okk
dn feel so scared now (:
sun going for run/baddie at sch! xDD

sian sian sian~~~
i'm shifting seats again
this time to an even smaller space than ever,
and gta squeeze with gz ):
and i have no space to put my legs! abit tt work stn can only contain one chair,
and now they wna put TWO.
and my chair is the old kind, imba dirty one T.T
rahh rahh RAHH!

i've been wanting to try out the RU pple's job, the verification thingy,
seems fun,
but they nvr give me a chance!
even when they got on-campus interview, i din get to go ):
all cos i was at the nafa talk tt day when they first needed pple to go.
so gz went and learned and got to go aft tt,
while i noob and rot in office, trying to look busy ):
sigh~~
and office is so sian without anyone to talk to,
c behind me, so i try not to use internetsms ):
ais ais ais~~
next mon taking off to go kbox,
but suddenly dn feel like gg,
cos supposed to change seats on mon when the new perm staff comes
and i scared ltr they give me a shitty arrangement ):
wanted to say sai-ish but isn't tt zi-niaoing?
xPP
sigh sigh~~~
maybe i should take half-day off only since we only singing in the aftnn till 2.
i feel sian when i take off, like i'm not earning money yet i'm spending ):
tt's how giam i've become aft working!
and i dn like tt feeling!
HEH so tt's why i'm gg for the sakura buffet at SC tml!!
hahaha
forced linkxPP
but seriously it's damn cheap la..
feel abit sian tt initially ttj and ly wanna go, but cos sharon's mum gg,
they decided nt to go liao..
):
pangseh.
sigh~
WHY? pei wo la! nt as if we'll be walking with her mum!
SC so big, we may nt even meet each other!
T.T
so i'll be gg alone i guess.
probly meeting lynn there.

got tuition tml.
need to vacuum the floor...
i wanna cut my hair!!!!!!!

this post is dedicated to Kamenashi Kazuya.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME-kun!!!!!!!
woohoo!! it's his first birthday since i started liking him (:
so i am posting my fave pics of him and hope tt he stays as kawaii and shuai and cool as always~~
*smiles spastically*


this is my fave pic of a series of cool black and white pics of him. i think he was featured in some magazine and this was one of the shots. I WANT TT MAG. hehxP


this is a super kawaii pic of kame! haha i esp like the first row pics and the one in the middle, kawaii ne!!! xDDD hate the one with the fake nose thoughxP hahah


Kame with Kame!! haha i find this pic super apt like, Kame means turtle in jap and it's in his name! lol tt's one of the first few things i find out abt himxD


omg. this is like FAVE fAvE pic of kame. he has tt mysterious smile tt's totally cool and not too overly cool like when he doesn't smile. and it's my msn dp <33!


this is my hp wallpaper! it's tt emo/mysterious look of his~~ suki desu!






3 pics of him smiling~~ these are fairly rare cos he usually takes cool pics in which he doesn't smile at all, i prefer him when he smiles (:
i quote sth i read on some stranger's blog,
"when he smiles, he looks like he's the happiest man on earth"
and i totally agree, look at tt last pic, who would've known tt he was acting as a person with a rare disease in tt movie?
(though i'm nt v sure if it's print-screen from therexP)

i rly rly wanna go Japan to meet him/buy cheaper CDs/DVDs of KAT-TUN but seriously it's too ex to go this yr ):
hope my <3 for kame will not die down so soon, such tt next yr, when i've got enough $$, i can fly to Japan and STALK him hahaha LOL!

on tt cheerful note, i shall wish kame,

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY

once again!!

ahh~~~
so long since i last blogged..
gotten seriously busy aft cny hols
like, have to finish data entry for 700++ feedback forms,
and like every 2 feedback forms hv looooooong comments..
and their handwritings are horrid!
illegible!
worse than mar's or jd's -.-
squint my eyes till pain alr ):
degree sure went up )):

wahlao,
my unit's photocopier is the lousier kind, compared to RU's
then it got paper-stuck then gta borrow from RU.
tt irritating person from RU who acted so nice to me when she came over to my unit,
where there were PPLE watching and listening,
got all annoyed and arrogant,
scolded me for anyhow pressing the code.
another RU person told me a code, i tried but cannot -.-
tt's when she scolded me @#$^$%$#^@#$#@!!!!
-.-
WTH. super qi now, just thinking abt it.
she said 'our photocopier is diff from yours, so you dun anyhow press.'
-.-
isn't all the same? -.-
just more high-tech wad, 机器是死的，人是活的！
all we need is to read the labels and you'll noe how to use it alr wad! -.-
i feel like saying. mokoiteyo ))):
tt's how much she irritated me.
and aft 'helping me operate the machine',
she came over to my unit and said,'next time you need to use, get whoever-whoever to help you' all nicely,
all the while looking ard to see if got anyone else listening anot -.-
seriously. ARGH.
ok stop.

just did this personality test on fb.
just a few qn and it's quite accurate.
like they say my neuroticism is quite high, like 60+%
and it's true!
i hold grudges like dno wad.. ):
i may forget once in awhile, but eventually i'll rmb a certain person for it, just like tt RU person ):
UNLESS she becomes super nice to me/i get to noe her better..
ha as if i wanna do ttxP
omg, neuroticism acting up!
okk neuroticism is like feelings of emo-ness.
like you tend to feel down easily, think of minor mistakes as hopeless situations,
tt kind of things.
it's quite true la,
like when i read tt email from rma, i thought like omg,
my dec pay gone just lidat?!
then i reached home and carefully read everything, then i realised it's not tt bad la..
hahaha i'm prone to getting depression x(

gg jd's house tml!
and siyi's too!
yay!!
get to play and eat and hv lots of fun!!
XDDD
gta gamble and win lots lots lots of $$$$ $_$
hahaha
i'm gna wear my newie tie-ie tml! heh heh
excited!! :P

sun got work at orchard hotel again..
whole day this time, no NTU OH as excuse to siam..
):

okk gg to watch hana kimi!
ashiya mizuki!!
horikita maki!!
oguri shun? lol dno his name
but sano izumi¬¬

just finished watching nobuta wo produce.
it's nice!
though in the middle like some parts totally no link and i dn understand,
the storyline's still good.
i got rly angry with tt girl for sabotaging everything! even their frenship!
and making the 3 of them sad ):
ya but of cos it turned out all right (:
then i couldn't stop watching from ep 7 onwards,
like how he fell and yet he still only thought of others, before himself.
tt's love, love for others but he din noe till he met nobuta.
he taught her to open up, she taught him to love though nt tt kind of bgr lol.
feeling super tired now,
had to work this morning, it was ok,
i ATE alot. ):
brownie, siewmai, samosa (?), fries, SUBWAY.
all these are the ultimate fat-gain food
hahah lol too tired to think more abt it.

i think i'm feeling abit sian and empty inside, like i'm watching shows to occupy all my thoughts and time?
and of cos, i watch to see kame too hahah.
but it feels quite sad like my whole day is consumed by shows.
somehow, this reminds me of ttj and audi lol.
but she's addicted (oh my, just realised tt tt's my blogspot's website! a derivative anwxP) to audi and i'm not really addicted to the shows,
unless i rly rly like the shows
which so far, only one pound, nwp last few epis, gokusen 2 towards the back and oh! my girl! lol.
but maybe i was just trying to finish wad i startedxP
dno, better get some rest now,
tml gotta tuition wei!

hopefully can go out tgt on tues!
:D

omg mar dno wad's ji wen!!!!!!!!
xPXP

ok today at work,
anna's dptment had a halfday off, and they all go off to chinatown to shop shop.
dno if anna went though, doubt it.
then left me alone for lunch,
so i went to buy milktea and sandwich,
and came back to office to WATCH ONE POUND NO FUKUIN!!!
tt's one pound gospel btw, haha.
yayyay!!
haha was energetic for the rest of the day!
:P

lolol saw lynn online too, talked abit and logged off work for the day!

argh, was bored when waiting for my bro for dinner,
then was deleting sms msgs
then i stupidly go and press delete all msgs,
thinking tt it's to delete from tt folder only.
and so wadever i received today and ytd and days ago
were all deleted T.T
there were impt msgs too!
)):
*crying over spilled milk*

well, today jiada and tingwei got enlisted and jiada got his head shaved.
tingwei alr had his shaved b4 cls chalet.
i want to seeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
hahahah omg, tt means tt person oso shaved O.O
argh hard to imagine..
i dn like guys with shaved headsxP
though i do like their hairstyles when they let the hair grow outxD
haha was reminded of my bro...
now his hair still lidat, no more of tt disgusting parting he had b4 ns!
heh heh...

it's been a week since the prob started.
still no change :/
i'm getting more confused now.
ARGH and i'm getting OLD!!!!!!
gna be 19 soon..
eh? but everyone else will be 19 too! cos of ren ri!!
hahah everyone will age by a yr!
HEH.
xDD
now's not the time to worry over age,
should start thinking abt wad i wanna do in the future..
scholarship?
wad course?
wad uni?
wad profession?

....

had class chalet ytd!
had lots of fun and laughter haha!
played abit of mahjong then i got bored cos i din rly wanna play and my luck sucked ):
so i passed on to limyi when he came.
i went upstairs to air con and the munchkins players lol
the sclerics won by divine intervention!
haha a cheaterbug way of winning and jiada won twice this way i heard.
it was a 3-way victory! jiada, jeremy and shuyuan won tgt(:
then we played risk and angelique was duped by jeremy who said tt the game lasts only for an hr plus.
in the end, we played till 5plus, for 3 hrs straight at least hahaha.
jiada lost first! after being betrayed by shuyuan who broke their alliance, he was continuously attacked by the following players.
and angelique dealt the deathblow :P
yize was the next to kua3, then angelique wanted to stop playing since we agreed to stop when 2 players drop out.
but jeremy and shuyuan refused to give up and we persevered!
hahah in the end, the four of us gave up, like the game gets too stagnant, jeremy's not attacking but just building up his forces..
angelique took too long to decide where she wanna place her troops and whether she should fight anot.
shuyuan was just blindly fighting his way ard asia
and i was so bored i randomly attacked jeremy lol.
after the game, we went off to slp, the guys koped the bed!
jiada, being the first to lose, was alr slping by then, right smack in the middle :P
and shuyuan, jeremy and yize totally spread themselves on the bed haha
then i gu yi sit on the bed where there's space and tried to slp there.
the guys (shuyuan and jeremy) zi dong zi fa and went to slp on the floor instead,
angelique then came to accompany me on the bedxD
then we talked abt jap lang, anime, manga, dramas and KAT-TUN!
hahah so much jap stuff.
she said she likes gangster-type mangas and i told her i like cool-looking guys who can joke ardxP
like kame in gokusen and one pound gospel!
wanted to go watch sunrise but btt we go slp, it was alr 0520, then we were thinking of waking up at 6plus to catch it.
but OBVIOUSLY, we missed it -.-
we talked and stuff till 7plus
and woke up at 10plus instead xP
heard adeline's voice which woke me up but i din wanna open my eyes, so i actly went back to slp after tt, and i thought her voice was my dreamxP
then angelique got up and woke me up again..
then i shifted and woke jiada up lol it's a chain rxn.
slacked ard in bed for an hr plus till ben came and told us tt it's alr 12 nn!
we wanted to eat sakae sushi buffet so din eat breakfast though i snacked abitxP
jiada went swimming while the rest of us went arcade/lunch (for angelique and jeremy)
peiwen came ltr and went to find jiada.
then off to sakae!
they wanted to go hei sushi, a branch of sakae cos it's same price.
but they dun give us one free red plate and got no takoyaki!
so we took the shuttle bus to white sands and ate at sakae.
they wanted to sit at this table tt's super cool and jap looking
but i din want the sun and the conveyor belt was out of reach..
so had to disappoint them and we sat near the belt.
ate till we bao and even went out for walks :P
jiada even went to DDR after eating!!
siao!!
ate this dessert, strawberry thingy, it's nice!
like the strawberry was so frozen, you taste strawberry ice instead lol
i exchanged one with tingwei and ate a peach mochi too!
tt's probly the only peachy thing tt i LOVE
hahaah
walked back to chalet after tt to digest a lil. btt we reached downtown east, tingwei was asking,'are we having dinner?'
!!!!! #@%$#^$%^#$%^#&#%$^&*(&* wad crap-.-
ass tt guy! hahaah
finally passed my first song for jubeat! level 2!
with a C...
i suck. lol.
ya then went back to chalet and played the drinking game, where the punishment was changed to squating instead.
it was fun but i totally sucked at 5 and 9 :P
6 and 10 were easy hahah and funny cos it's abt rxn speed.
ttj will sure lose if she plays heh hehxD
ya then walked back to mrt with adeline with aching thighs which still ache now ):

thought abt lots of stuff and came to a conclusion tt i should make things work.
at least try and not give up straightaway.
(:

wah today's work DAMN busy!!!!
like nvr-b4 busy!!
lol..
the moment i reached there, i had to sort out info for the boss,
then i had to call tchers for a colleague,
then i had to pack stuff for tml's events..
all these sound like quite little stuff to do,
but the packing and calling took up hours!
sigh~
must be i slack too long alr, such tt i slowed down.. ):
LOL i was supposed to choose econs tchers to call to go for an event,
and i saw mr tan, william tan, then i was like, NO WAY am i gna call him..
then my colleague chose him herself, cos to her, guys seem to be more receptive and willing to participate LOL.
then i had to call...
got his hp no from tingwei and sent him an sms,
haven replied!
must be overseas now, enjoying the off-peak prices while still on sch hols!
-.-
lol...

took ttj's advice! (:
told belle what is to be done and how long she has
and how i felt too.
she seemed a lil disappointed but can't be help ):
hope things turn out well!
(no matter how it turns out (:)

watching one pound gospel now!
acted by kame-kun xD
he's like some boxer who has weight-loss probs cos he LOVES to eat!
hahha his acting is funny and he's good at it!!
haha and i'm biased! though i rly think he acts well :D
i recommend all shows tt he acted in!
gna watch nobuta wo produce aft this.
it's supposed to be even better than one pound gospel *excited!!*
and got qiubx's yamapi too haha as the other lead guy.
i think lynn and ttj should watch one pound, and mar should watch nobuta,
cos the first is funnier and the 2nd is more like yuuki (?) dno, just deeper i thinkxP
haha just go watch!

tml got work from 8am onwards, all the way till 5pm
but i'm gna leave early for a wedding dinner, may wear skirt to work tml! (:

wah for the past few days, i've hardly slacked!
=DD
happy happy! happy to be finally working!
but i think it's probly cos right now there is gg to be quite a few events esp in jan and feb.
tt's why need my help more.
but yay got stuff to do v happy liao!

lynn flew off, flew away from me *sobs* last sat..
to hainan. free lodging+free transport -.-
ji xian mu!
anw, i totally FORGOT tt she was flying off!
then i was thinking how come ttj nvr asked lynn out for the swim.. xP
sorry lynnie!!
shall dedicate this space for you:
lynn, hope you have fun there in hainan, spending the money tt you haven even earned and soaking in hot spring! xP
and anw,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TINGWEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry i din send anyone new year wishes via sms.
cos it jammed then i scared ltr it spam-send
then i'll waste alot of smsesxP
so, will wish you all tml! xP or rather ltr in the afternoonxD

this whole week, anna din go for work, enjoying herself in the hotsprings too.. -.-
ate lunch with Belle instead,
said wanted to give me present bought from overseas
and so met me for lunch.
i feel quite bad, like i made her wait (ttj note: MADE her WAIT (wait is in present tense) made is not rly one of the 5 senses but.. it's just tt wayxP)
for 15min nearly everyday and for an hr+ today :O
wanted her to go off first but she refused ):
oh, oso met soo teck (?) on our way to the mrt.
was quite shocked like he lives in yishun and i live in hougang and somehow, we managed to see each other in BUONA VISTA. like wth?
anw, exchanged hp no (like finally? wanted to ask for awhile alr, always 4get.)
and then ya, went home.

i seriously dno wad to do.
like ttj suggest prob,
which i feel weird asking..
then to me, i need to feel comfortable and ok which obviously, now not la lol.
argh.. should ask soon?
):
sian diao..
tt sinking feeling again.. ):

oh haha mar found this job with a super high salary of thousand over at maybank.
but it's super hiong and need to memorise lots of facts :o
like have to mug after A's?
no thanks, i'd rather stick to my slacky jobxP
and haha btw, this sat i'll be at the moe bldg doing some registration stuff for O' level seminar, i welcome anyone to come visit me =D
maybe tingwei can come get the cls fund from me... provided he has no date tt isxP!

read adeline's blog,
YOU'RE WELCOME!!!
you kept me sane too!! and brightened up my boring school days!!! xDD
see ya at cls chalet!!
i'm gna suggest tt we go eat buffetxP
i want to eat buffet with cls at least once,
you mind? cos i noe you ate alot of it this hols lol
i jealous ):

ok shall go watch oh! my girl! now xD
it's quite a cute show, i like sakurai ann!
樱井 杏 ahh! 杏 is such a nice name! though i dun rly like almond, 杏仁 xP

just finished watching yuuki on tudou.
argh, i totally teared when i saw him with his bandages..
then he talked abt his fear.. T.T
he looked so tired and sad when he said 'just living alone is very taxing for me'
tt was super sad!
then cos the atmosphere suddenly became v tense,
he quickly changed his tone and said he was joking..
though he smiled and his tone was no longer sad, the smile nvr reached his eyes..
it's damn hard to act this way, like you sound happy and you smile,
yet. you dun feel how you look.
from the acting point of view, it's hard to act like this, having to express what the char DOESN'T want to show.
from the char's point of view, it's torture having to show wad you dun feel..
argh.. tt scene is super sad.. ):
then there's another sad scene too,
it was happy all the way till they say 'it's the last time we saw yuuki smile,
even till the end, the yuuki in the end still smiled..'
T.T
then the scene froze with him smiling widely..
he said he wanted to visit everyone who came to visit him when he's recovered.
the movie started with tt, and ended with tt too.
'arigato!' *smiles*
that was his last word..
his last wish, to thank everyone.

he taught everyone to cherish today's every min, every sec.
to grab hold of opportunities in life and make the best of them.
to work toward their dreams and nvr have regrets,
and tt's how he lived his life,
with no regrets (:
rest in peace, yuuki.

ahhh~~ i'm super sad right now..
just watched the movie 'yuuki' by kamenashi kazuya and it's a DAMN sad movie!!
it's like this guy yuuki got this super rare disease tt threatened to take his life away..
and he was so full of life and so vibrant!
like he encourages and motivates his frens to face up to their probs and to nvr give up!
he does the same with his own situation.. (:
in many cases, however trivial, he seems to be able to create his own future and miracles. like the one with the grapes, it seemed imposs, but he did it.
and the train tracks, he manipulated and got things done his way and oso on the way, helped his fren to solve his love prob.
tt's a great fren, a great person with a bubbly and nvr-say-die personality,
one who din deserve to be diagnosed with such a terrible disease!
):
but i only managed to watch half the movie cos mysoju.com doesn't show the entire movie.. and they say they uploaded everything alr.. ):
i next time go HMV/CD shops to see if they sell it..
i doubt it though.. hope when we go japan, i can buy it!

ahh.. kame-kun acted so so well!
like you can totally tell tt he's acting strong and it's when he's alone tt he actually showed his weakness and fear..
tt's the parts when you totally sympathise with him and blame whoever for taking his everything away..
he din deserve it.
i cried throughout the movie, it's tt touching (:
watch it, though it may be a disappointment cos the uploads are lacking.
but seriously, it's good.

lol blogging from MOE heh sound zai.
actually slacking now, shld've sth to do but dun feel like asking the pple if got anotxP
will go ask after blogging heh.
anw, nth much to blog abt, ytd went tkd bbq outing
where everyone else besides lynn and i are staying overnight! ):
i'm so jealous but we're gna have a slpover next yr! heh heh!
so excited :P
lol lynn took me for a ride on eug's bike cos chris said she has nvr seen b4 LOL.
it was fun for lynn, scary for me haha i was struggling not to fallxP
anw ate alot, talk abit less and they oso celebrated zhi hao's bdae, i nvr ask when was it (paiseh).
ok then went home and crashed but of cos i bathed first.
went to bed xiang xiang! haha
okok end post, gtg.

another nice nice song by Kamenashi Kazuya!
actually, it's by his band, KAT-TUN which stands for each of their initials.
he's the unofficial spokesperson for the band, means he gets to talk alotxD
shall post his pic next time!
the song's REAL FACE btw, dno if it'll show in the player.
(the first voice is Kame-kun's!)

ok day 3 of work.
it's getting more and more exciting!
haha ytd, i photocopied this stack of papers and stapled them tgt,
then today, colleague hanbing told me tt she needs me to un-staple them and re-staple them into some recruitment info booklet.
and there's this whole 10 sheets of paper just for the renumeration category!
tt's how much tchers get paid + all the benefits!!
wah siao like under some plan, they get payouts every 3-5 yrs of quite a few thousands!!
imba..
then i helped to call up sch's GOs to find tchers
but obviously they won't be there since it's the hols.
argh, tml is quite sian, cos have to answer calls for another colleague jingfang
cos whoever tcher i called today is gna call back either tml or fri..
):
and i've got the job of telling them all abt this networking event..
ais~~ scully i miss out on some impt details :S
anw, it's tml, tml then think abt itxP
was supposed to learn excel from this guy jonathan, but in the end he says, he only needs me to do auto filtering cos all the more complex ones he'll do himself.
): din get to learn much.
ahahaha! i get to showcase my 'cutting' prowess today!!
summarising!! lol i'm quite proud of myself, like hanbing said it's quite hard to cut down on the number of words for a certain anecdote but i managed to cut by ~50 words!! woohoo! feel so accomplished!! lol
cheap thrill..
anw, today other than the time after lunch and b4 they came back from lunch, i din really slack alot which is good! :D
see? i'm not lazy, i like to have things to do! xD
yay shall go watch more cartoon KAT-TUN or go learn Kizuna's lyricsxP

Saki no koto dore hodo ni kangaete itemo
hontou no koto nante dare ni mo mienai
kuuhaku? kokoro ni nanika ga tsumatte
ayamachi bakari kurikaeshiteta

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

nagareyuku toki no naka ushinawanu you ni
surechigai butsu katta hontou no kimochi
kokoro ni shimiteku aitsu no omoi ni
deaeta koto ga motometa kiseki

tachidamaru koto sae dekinai kurushisa no
naka ni mieta hikari tsunagatte iru kara
usotsui tatte ii sa namida nagashite ii kara
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

lol you should noe which is my fave line..

first day of work!
listened to KAT-TUN all the way to work, if any of you want their songs, ask me!
i recommend Kizuna heh heh.
anw, reached there quite early, so went toilet which is behind the security counter and thenthe security guard says have to register first.
'where are you gg? the customer service?'
'no, the toilet.'
LOL
then waited for catherine to come pick me up.
wah siao!
the lifts ji cool!!
there's this set of buttons outside the lifts,
then you press the floor tt you wanna go to and they'll show you like which lift to go to tt'll bring you to tt floor!!!!
cool right?!
and then the lift inside, there's no floor buttons, only open and close door buttons.
ji cool... O.O in awe of technology hahaah.
lol went 6th floor and slack quite alot throughout the day, esp after lunch,
cos i went out earlier and came back earlier,
then no one's back yet so i dno wad i need to do, so i slacked and TODAY, and did the TODAY Sudoku which is one star only!!
'too easy too easy!'
hahah i did some filing and sorting out of papers and keying in of survey info.
and the papers are indemnity forms for TIP participants!!
and i saw lynn and ttj's!!
haahahah
i saw a few other familiar names too!
like jeannie, hui shian, caiyun and shuxiang and leiping too.
i realise mostly are females, cos guys hv ns lol.
then did keying in of survey info into excel.
considerably easy for me since i'm an excel noob :P
ok gtg slp soon..
prep for another slack day!
(i slack so much, i feel like slping during the job...)

Gokusen II insert song: Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuya
Kamenashi Kazuya acted as Odagiri Ryu in Gokusen II
and as Kindaichi Hajime in Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo (2005)
go watch! it's on youtube (:

lol i've been watching jap dramas these few days, mainly abs bf, kindaichi and gokusen.
then i realise how the jap actors (guys) seem to be recycled in many of the jap dramasxPP
esp for matsumoto jun, he's kindaichi and sawada shin AND domyouji in hana yuri dango.
siao O.o like he snagged all the leads la!
and i realised tt hanazawa rui is uchiyama haruhiko in gokusen.
lol his smile is so sneaky tt i just cannot imagine him acting as rui!
and tt's why i'm interested to watch hyd!
lol.. and waste more of my timexDD
yay and i like noda takeshi (:
he has a SUPER sneaky smile.. worse than wei xiao bao!
O.o
heh heh